Howling Online

Well, here I am again, restarting this journal lmfao. That’s okay though, I’ll mark it as a fresh start in life, not just in this diary of mine. I missed writing in here, it feels so unlike any other place I’ve written. Feels more intimate in a way, more real. Probably ‘cause I don’t censor myself when I write here.

I’m currently listening to songs I’ve deemed “werewolfy” on Spotify. Aka Bennington (2007) and For Whom The Bell Tolls. There are a few others, but those two have always stood out to me. I’m just relaxing at home right now, today’s been a roller coaster of emotions, I was at the coffee shop trying not to cry earlier, but now I’m happy. I had sushi and listened to the “Such Sharp Teeth” audiobook I’ve been meaning to revisit for a while. I scratched my scar accidentally and now it feels weird, not painful like it usually feels, but just… weird.

Anyways, speaking of fresh starts, I’m going to start working out again. I need to for my physical health, and I want to have endurance as close as I can to a wolf. Not trying to be an endurance runner or anything, just reach a new personal best I suppose. Also gotta work on other self-care aspects… Those have gotten out of hand this past year… Oof lmfao. I’ve started therapy with a new therapist, maybe I’ll ask her for some tips and tricks, not that it’s ever worked before, but maybe it’s worth a try. Now I’m just rambling, maybe it’s time to end this entry lmfao.